Lament (2015)

A sign of life give meaning unto me to endure, to remain, to stay awake Clueless - I wander with no sight All is numb Waiting it out and leaning towards doubt feed me, let me drink and end my drought Clueless, I wander with no sight All is numb With a vision clouded A focus astray I wish to follow you again See me, let me feel, just know you're there A restless yearning In search of solace A mindless hunger to express to convey a need for comfort a strain - a doubt a lack of faith in everything A selfabsorbing path In cold self loathing A hunt for control The constant challange following A shame of existance a veil, an attempt to hide escape all thoughts of grace Be untouched by benevolence a strain - a doubt a lack of faith in everything I look for something to asure me to comfort my restless mind A place where I won't have to wonder or fear I'm left behind Waiting it out and leaning towards doubt feed me, let me drink and end my drought Clueless, I wander with no sight All is numb With a vision clouded A focus astray I wish to follow you again See me, let me feel, just know you're there Enter, give me hope to face all fear A reason to rise and struggle not to fall A cause to stay without a wish to flee A ground which to stand upon and not waver from doubt A heart to treasure immune to impurity and corruption No strain - No doubt To push me off the path again A thirst for pain a drug to numb the rest to conceal reality from one self, in frustration a strain - a doubt a lack of faith in everything A sign of life give meaning unto me to endure, to remain, to stay awake